A little bit about myself.
Hai peeps,
Here me again. So after a few years I not updating my blog Tonight i feel like i should write something since this RMO make me sick stay at home while do nothing. It been 4 month since i'm finished my diploma but I'm not graduating yet cause my graduation day will be held on October 2020. So here i missed my diploma life cause it full with beautiful memories. I appreciate all my friends that appreciate me back. They give me lot of love and sweet memories. They respect me. They teach me many things (work, love, friendship, family). They turn me into good person. They know how to handle me. I know i will never met this type of friends ever again. I realize at the end of the semester my old me in (high-school) is not who i am now. I became more positive cause i been surrounded with positive people. I be bold and outspoken. I be open and always point out what i like and dislike. Even sometimes i felt alone and loneliness since i'm single. I'm okay with it i still can bare it .I know someday i will meet someone who love me and appreciate who i am. I make mistake, people make mistake. I pushed someone who wanted to know me. Who want to be part in my life. Why i so stupid? Maybe i'm not ready? Or i felt i'm not good enough? or I'm scared that he may left me like my ex boyfriends do to me? .........- i don't have the answers-
Well 2 years and half, my life is not focused on relationship (hahahaha). It full with friendship things that i never get in my high-school year. I keep comparing my diploma and high school life because it totally different. My high school life was toxic but the best memories still there to be remembered. I feel grateful to all my diploma friends. SARANGHAE.
Why i said it totally different because every time i faced difficulty, they will cheering for me, give me advice, listen to my problem and never pushed me away. Back to my school year, i need to be tough, hold my tears, keep listening to people story or complaining here and there. Never get a chance to show my feeling. People backstabbing on me. I lost my trust on people. I keep myself busy with competition. Try to blend with my environment. Walk alone, be alone. Knowing that one day i will move out from here(high school). 2017 i finish my school things. I got into UiTM Raub. It was good decision by choosing Raub rather than Matric (where all schoolmate where there). New environment actually is a good decision if you want differences in your life. Go out from your comfort zone. Explore the world. Beat your fear. Now I miss my diploma life. I hope degree life will be nice and people around me is the best. Wish me to not be a single girl lagi .(Hahahaha).
I still remember, one memorable night where I stay up with the girl. We share problem and story till 3 - 4 am. They told me why i keep my circle small in here (UiTM Raub). Why i keep my talent and not exposed myself to other. -my answers- I get enough in high school. When i do too well, not every one will accept it. By keeping my circle small, it make me happy. People not judging me. I feel free to do every things. Quality over quantity is tru af.
I think it is enough for me to share a little story/experience of myself. Will continued later. Tq.
Bless to know them.
Here me again. So after a few years I not updating my blog Tonight i feel like i should write something since this RMO make me sick stay at home while do nothing. It been 4 month since i'm finished my diploma but I'm not graduating yet cause my graduation day will be held on October 2020. So here i missed my diploma life cause it full with beautiful memories. I appreciate all my friends that appreciate me back. They give me lot of love and sweet memories. They respect me. They teach me many things (work, love, friendship, family). They turn me into good person. They know how to handle me. I know i will never met this type of friends ever again. I realize at the end of the semester my old me in (high-school) is not who i am now. I became more positive cause i been surrounded with positive people. I be bold and outspoken. I be open and always point out what i like and dislike. Even sometimes i felt alone and loneliness since i'm single. I'm okay with it i still can bare it .I know someday i will meet someone who love me and appreciate who i am. I make mistake, people make mistake. I pushed someone who wanted to know me. Who want to be part in my life. Why i so stupid? Maybe i'm not ready? Or i felt i'm not good enough? or I'm scared that he may left me like my ex boyfriends do to me? .........- i don't have the answers-
Well 2 years and half, my life is not focused on relationship (hahahaha). It full with friendship things that i never get in my high-school year. I keep comparing my diploma and high school life because it totally different. My high school life was toxic but the best memories still there to be remembered. I feel grateful to all my diploma friends. SARANGHAE.
Why i said it totally different because every time i faced difficulty, they will cheering for me, give me advice, listen to my problem and never pushed me away. Back to my school year, i need to be tough, hold my tears, keep listening to people story or complaining here and there. Never get a chance to show my feeling. People backstabbing on me. I lost my trust on people. I keep myself busy with competition. Try to blend with my environment. Walk alone, be alone. Knowing that one day i will move out from here(high school). 2017 i finish my school things. I got into UiTM Raub. It was good decision by choosing Raub rather than Matric (where all schoolmate where there). New environment actually is a good decision if you want differences in your life. Go out from your comfort zone. Explore the world. Beat your fear. Now I miss my diploma life. I hope degree life will be nice and people around me is the best. Wish me to not be a single girl lagi .(Hahahaha).
I still remember, one memorable night where I stay up with the girl. We share problem and story till 3 - 4 am. They told me why i keep my circle small in here (UiTM Raub). Why i keep my talent and not exposed myself to other. -my answers- I get enough in high school. When i do too well, not every one will accept it. By keeping my circle small, it make me happy. People not judging me. I feel free to do every things. Quality over quantity is tru af.
I think it is enough for me to share a little story/experience of myself. Will continued later. Tq.
Bless to know them.
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